My darling @EternalFlower 

I must agree -- my ex husband's new Psychiatrist is awful and stifles a very different atmosphere on an aging schizophrenic. They treat him like he is 20 years old.  And he treats him like he's over emotional - like a 20 year old. ...

So is there someone you can access like a support worker and talk about 

Age related help ? 

Creativity - things you can do in your budget ? 

Like iv bought and gathered jewellery bits and pieces for 6 years - pliers etc to make earrings ........then I'll look at you tube classes ....... 

Paper craft ? 

But I can't go to hospital appointments  because I'm getting better from having a stupid little operation which is a little like this. I'm bringing in Support from a sane lady here  .........

 @Glisten - go to bed and rest 

PeppiPatty - oh sure I will but because I'm such a silly billy I'll just run up and down stairs whilst I'm doing that and get this stuff done 

Night ...........

Oh. @Glisten was right 

Tonight I m feeling the operation and maybe I just need to only lie down. 

Conclusion - 

The thrills of getting older.