Thank you @Bow for sharing.

I'm sorry you haven't been feeling too well. 

I am with you in this difficult time. 

I totally understand what you mean by have vague memories of the past as well as gaps. There are things we sometimes don't want to remember, or for survival's sake, our brains do not retain. This is totally okay.

Having BPD can definitely be a rollarcoaster, not only to yourself, but to others (especially those who are closest to you).

As hard as it is, please hold on. Ride out these waves. You are not alone.

I am holding your hand,

BPDSurvivor