What do I do

[Cats101]

I want to die, but I can't leave my family behind, I don't want to worsen there mental health too.

[Ainjoule]

Hey @Cats101 

I'm sorry to hear you are feeling like this. Do you have a safety plan in place? Are you feeling unsafe tonight? If this is the case please do call 000 and let them know. The other option would be to call Lifeline on 13 11 14

I do remember your thread from earlier and it did sounded like you may have some depression. Do you have any supports? 

[Asgard]

Hi @Cats101 

We are worried about you, are you in a safe place.  As @Ainjoule said, please reach out to someone you love or emergency services.  Have been there myself, yes life can get dark, but life changes so rapidly and things can and will change for the better for you............Asgard